Not Me Poem by lindsey goodman

i lay in bed
at night
wondering if
im alright
i stare
out my window
wishing that
i could go
i want so bad
to see you
but i know
you'll look straight through
me right to her
and you'll walk right by me
unaware of my falling tears
unable to see
my eyes in the darkness
you'll never know
what i
don not show
and she will
never be
anything at all
like me
i'll always love you
even after all
you put me through