I do NOT want to live
Life is NOT helpful
But hurtful...
It is NOT beautiful
But sometimes ugly...
I do NOT want to know you
Fear i will get attached...
I do NOT want to be liked
I want to be loved...
I do NOT want to be wanted
I want to be needed...
I do NOT want you to tell me you love me
I want you to tell me you are IN love with me...
I do NOT want to be the brat
I want to be the fool...
But i do NOT want to be fooled...
I do NOT want to care
I want you to earn my care...
I dont NOT want love
Unless i am loved...
I do NOT respect others
Unless they respect me...
I do NOT lie
I just simply do not tell the truth...
I do NOT want to see him in my dreams anymore
For I'd do anything to forget...
I want him to finally leave my mind...
I do NOT want to cry myself to sleep anymore
For the tears feel like fire to my cheeks...
I do NOT want to hurt anymore
For I've tried so hard to forget...
I do NOT change for anyone
For if you dont like how i am then leave...
I do NOT like b/s
Dont fool yourself...
I do NOT want to even open my eyes
For fear of a memory of him...
I will NEVER be the same because of him...
I will NEVER trust the same...
I will NEVER love the same...
I will NEVER care about him as i once did...
I will NEVER regret anything i said
I NEVER lied about anything, for i meant it all...
....even if i was the only one who did....
Blessed Be!
-HoneyBee
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem