Not Understanding Poem by Sandra Marie

This Pain I have
These tears I shed
This confusion
That never seems to leave.

Why? Is all I ask
How? Is all that said.
I dont understand
Will I ever understand?

Seeing your face
Did you notice me?
Did you care?
Or just walked right passed me?

Tears grew more
When I saw that smile
I can never forget.

Pain rosed when you had to go
to somewhere
I could never understand.

I try figuring out
What there is to do
To get close to you

I feel alone in
This round world.
Love is it truly real?

I feel wounded
and dead inside my heart.

Am I alone?