Amanda Zacharski

I've been trying to forget
The way your lips tasted on mine
I've been trying to remember
Why we even said goodbye
I've been trying to tell you I need you
But the words are quieted
I've been trying to let go
But my heart won't let me
I've been trying to promise myself it's over
When clearly it's not
I've been trying to be someone else
But I'm losing all I ever was
I've been trying to bury your memories
But the traces of you remain
I've been trying to win
When all I do is lose
So now I'm lost,
Lost without you
Lost without your smile
Lost until I'm nothing
Nothing but faithless
Nothing but hopeless
Nothing, nothing
To the point of no return