Nothing For Me Poem by Laura arwen

I want and
need to be
more eco friendly
There's nothing for
me in this
world
In the last
few months I'm
tired of everything
My existence is
weak because I
don't have clear
choices
It's really hard
to work with
old people and
with overbearing people
For me everything
is difficult and
prohibited
I hate holidays
and I hate
not doing my
routine
Once in a
while I feel
like a stranger
in my daily
routine
I have to
keep under control
and not have
distractions
I'm terrified to
lose the inspiration
and the creativity
I think I
don't live enough
time for the
good loneliness
Often I dream
how is my
life alone
I can't have
a different life
I'm very patient
to wait my
moments in complete
solitude
Nothing can stop
me