O God.... Poem by hazem al jaber

o God....

you know..what your love did to me...
became don`t know if i born or still not..
every thing became not what i used to..
became lost thin weak in this world without you..
without you feel as i am trash, Moody angry hateful from inside
waiting the time to wake up from this pains...
waiting if the pains will stop..
stop and to mercy me and my soul...
waiting the god, if there is a god...
mercy me and to stop those hurts..
as those hurts are created only for me
god...
are you there...
are you a really in this world..
why you left all people...
and only gave me all those pains..
am i only in this world...
please stop and give some pains to another one than me
i got weak ill, have no power to take care of myself..
and all that because of you...
me please my god...
the only one whom i love...
is so far..
why you got me in this situation, so far from whom i love...
still more and more to say..
to say and to tell all what god done to me...

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