Off Balance Poem by Silence Dogood

Im off balance but too afraid to fall.
I dont want a heartbreak so i built myself a wall.
I'll keep him out so I dont get hurt.
His sweet words give a red alert.

I know in the end that the wall will break.
That he will be just another mistake.
Just on more boy to add to my list of broken hearts.
Just my life story repeating the same parts.

I know what pain feels like so I keep him away.
Trying so hard and running out of things to say.
I want him to have my heart, create our fairytale.
Put my heart on auction and my soul on sale.

Maybe he'll be the hightest bid and win the prize.
Maybe this time I wont be left with tears in my eyes.
Im off balance but too afraid too fall.
I dont want a heartbreak but hes broken my wall.