One Who Waits For Death Poem by Nathaniel DeMay

You look towards me
not at me
and then go walking by
I'm here, I'm shouting
is there somthing wrong with me?
You dont look back
I wonder why
later on the same day
I see you, i call you
Why dont you reply?
I wake up, from the dream
you stand near me
you never knew me, never will
what goes on in my head
Will anyone ever understand?
Forbidden my love is
and my dream
no longer a dream
now I wonder
How long until i die?