Pain Poem by Terry Searcy

I walk through this life with my eyes wide open
But I now realize I have been blind
And the roads I've walk are leading to nowhere
My heart is full of love and doubt
I found that I'm in a state of somewhere, but it's really nowhere I want to be
With blinded eyes I found nothing nowhere
I need to open my eyes and find somewhere,
Somewhere I want to be
I feel like a leader, but I now realize I've been following way to long
When this life ends I hope to know my way home
Home is where I belong
I want to reunite with those that know my me, that I have lost so long ago

I really thought I was someone, but I'm no one
No one I want to be
I see others I thought were someone, someone I wanted to be
But they are no one, no one I'll ever be
Because I'm different from those that I see
Although my eyes are open, but they are blind to what I see.
I'm looking for the road to somewhere or something I hope that I will finally see
And find out I am someone, someone I want to be
And then it will be over and I'm down on my knees
And praying to the only one that is real
And that will bring me from my knees and
Tell me I'm someone, someone I've always beenpain