Pained Poem by Sophonie Asia Joseph

Never thought I'd write it down, loved you hard till blood was drawn.
Got used to the sound of flesh hitting against flesh.

Thought I'd paint a picture and make it less ugly, but I can't so here's the nitty gritty

No more pain, physical only in my chest how could some one that
I breathed for do this to me

Thought u were the one how wrong you proved me to be
Every day outta my eyes I couldn’t see

Hid it for a long time because I didn’t want to bleed
Thought u loved me

In your shadows I crawled
Just to not start a spark
That’ll ignite your rage

Light up the fuse that is the tip of your finger,
And at times your belt young and naive
Was I

1ST love is a bitch
But please don't get in a fit


Cause now my dear if you ever, ever hit
In your face I will spit


Grow up never to hit or hate believe me one day
I will feed you to the sharks
As worm bait.


**1st time writer please comment**