Painful World Poem by Heather Hill

Seems like just yesterday that my world crashed into a field of hell
I just feel like crying
No one can help me
No one can save me from this pain & suffering I go through
Everyday I lie awake in my room just wondering if this pain is going to stay or take a vacation from me
I'm broken inside & out
No one can put me together again
Who would want to since everyone hates me in this world
I'm just so lonely in this little world of mine
But I actually kind of love it
Just let me live this boring painful life of mine until the day that I'm buried into the cold hard ground
When I fall flat on the floor just let me lay there
You shouldn't even care if I get up or not
You didn't care anything about me when I was on my feet
Just leave me lying on the floor
Especially if I'm bleeding just let me bleed to death
Don't bother helping me
It's to late to help me
You didn't want to help me then so why in the hell do you want to help me now?