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Panic? No.
Unease; a queasy swell of uncertainty and discontent;
heart beats faster, hard to concentrate,
fidgeting and fretting.
Panic would tighten its grip
till discomfort becomes physical pain.
This is less than that,
but bad enough.
Panic is for 3 am when no more taxis
turn off the main road past my window.
At that hour there are few excuses
left and hard enough to lie even to myself.
But a thought is left
that the next taxi will be the one
despite a dull realisation
that this is unlikely before dawn.
No, this is unease;
the cautioning voice that warns
you will be gone for this night.
Where are your promises now?
Could you really lie so falsely
(a rhetorical question, no answer necessary.)
I adopt reasonble tones even in my head -
where are you when you are supposed to meet me?
I call this rude (I mean torture)
and thoughtless(which means scourge)
ah the insincerity at the back of that
I knew, the moment you rang and warned of delays.
Geraldine Moorkens Byrne
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Thursday, March 22, 2007 |
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Saturday, February 05, 2011 |
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