Perplexity Poem by Arunesh Goswami

I've encountered with my dream
In thy time of miserable pain
I don't know how to cherish my dream
When my heart is bleeding like rain.
O the subtleness of this weird life
No longer can I take it, I was free
And humble in innocence I thrive
And thou in clarity I behold thee.
The wind is playing with the lake water
The clouds are sailing happily in the sky
The golden rays of the sun shine everywhere
Thy truth weaves on proudly and I
Am bewildered by the subtle time
That makes me to smile and then to cry
I am confused of my heart's rhyme
That crawls on ground and then soars up in the sky!
Without you my beloved I fail even to die
I see thy love that moves, the doors are open
And I am in doubts of predicament and I
Know without you no heaven and no paradise,
And so I lie in pain and in pain I bleed
Though my dream to me is nigh,
Without you no dreams I know, my spirit
Without you, my heart is dry.


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