Please-Not This Time Poem by Necessary No Name

let me be real
let fear
not come like it shouldn't
let lightening crash
and thunder do it wonder

i want to be free of the demon
eating inside me
it is 'them'
not me

this is not me
that is why
it's keeps surfacing
like
diseased
dirty hands
rubbing that
germ of that night and more

please go away
let me take to someone else
to tackle

walk with me Lord
rain for me
flood it out
take this bug
and replace it with the One i love