Posion Poem by AURORA BANNECKJ

Ur the poison running through my vians
ur the fever I get when I am not ok
ur love builds me up
but then it came tumbling down
all I wanted was a love to hold on to
but what can I do u tear me in two
my memories are so intoxicating I cant stand it
u are the one to cause a bottle in my hand
or the blood on the ground
I got to find better thing to do beside u
I ain't alright since u told me had her
u swear u love me and it would all change when I am there
but I know why u call me and I don't find it fair
I hate feeling like this
but I am so tired of trying to fight it
when I sleep all I can dream of is what u did to us
I hate our past, there is no future
I wish u would just disappear
tell me will u listen
but don't judge cuz u ain't different
thanks to u I don't wanna live I don't wanna breathe
I just want nothing but to not be here anymore
I don't wanna scream I don't wanna dream
I hate the way u make me feel
I got a hundred cut because of u
now what pain do u want from me
is really the suffering u wanna see
I hate the way u seem to linger around me
I hate the way I just cant really hate u
I need to leave before u cause this to be my last breathe
this test is worth dying over
I need to get out even though u say it just a test
let go of me know I cant hold on any longer
I hate the way u turn me on
and how u tear me apart when ur high
the one thing u cant see is how I hide inside my shell
I wait for u to change
but in the meantime I cant stop the bleeding