Prince Charming Won'T Come Eventually Poem by Eman Awad

I have been in love twice now,
but they seem the same thing to me.
I just get swept some how,
and then i just cry endessly..
Looking in their eyes and say it's destiny,
to be with them and fall every single day.
And looking again as it wasn't meant to be,
saying i hope you find the one for you one day.
But where is the blue eyed guy?
the one who haunts my dreams and reveries.
I can't forget his smile no matter how i try,
and i run back to him scared of their memories.
I try to convence my self that's the smile,
and that's the one i dreamt of all my life.
But my illusion lasts only for a short while,
facing all those lies how would i survive? ?
All i know is that my love is true,
but all i've fallen into wasn't the one for me.
When i grow up is now and through,
all those days, i was hurt constantly.
The one who smiles in the twilight,
and walks on water giving me the world.
The one i dreamt of every single night,
the one whose hand moves my world.
Prince charming just couldn't arrive,
some thing must've stood in his way.
But i need him that i won't survive,
but to live with him till my last day.
This one passes waving for me,
and that one is trying to steal my heart,
this one is smiling for me,
and that one wishes to tare me apart...
But prince charming won't come eventually,
i'll learn to cope with it though it's hard...