Questionable Version Poem by Laura arwen

I don't want
to see people
because with them
I'm a big
disaster
Changing their habits
is annoying and
uncomfortable
Sometimes I'm so
tired to live
a poor and
monotony life
In earthy I
don't want to
be justified for
my controversial choices
It is very
easy to get
prejudices when you
are unable to
learn
It's easy destabilize
my mind because
it is very
weak
Probably the only
work I can
keep is the
poems
I don't have
many job opportunities
just because I
look stupid
The only credible
threat to me
is myself
I should be
more forth right
with people
The only total
certainty I have
for the future
is to have
my own home
I should better
represent my feelings
and worries
I should vent
more often so
I would be
allegiancing the conscience
My many versions
call into question
my reliability