Ramblings Of Disturbia Poem by ktarcus ...

Deciding if the time was right to disect just how I feel,
I asked if I could have a chair perhaps, with just one wheel,
to wobble uncontrollably round the corridors of power
not for all eternity but maybe half an hour

surprised at their reaction as they brought out a broken chair
delight then turned to mourning to see you no longer there,
disgusted by my habits so you claimed when I caught up
though I never once complained about you peeing in my cup,

annoyed at my irrational stance and my gimpy leg debate
I wondered when you mentioned my mother If i had lost you at the gate,
desirous of your company I strode another mile,
while you battered me continually and still I forced a smile.

For you see there really can be only one true love for me,
just to prove how much it hurts I cut my self at tea,
I used a butter knife of course easier to clean,
I could never use a steak knife; you don't know where they've been,

as I settle in for one last night of wondering alone,
I rest my weary head down; allow my mind to roam,
here there in places dark some shiney, most are creepy,
watching as emotions drain, like sand they make me weepy,

a laugh,
a smile,
a twist of lip,
a shake
a tug
a broken hip


dependant forever clutching fast,
hope every day may be the last.

Yet still you let me in...