Re-Occurring Dreams Poem by Laquory Jones

Do you ever have re-occurring dreams that's
All I get it seems just things altering my reality
Grabbing out at me pulling me down like gravity
Back to back tragedies and regret adding to
The anguish that I'm trying to vanquish indeed
I'm slowly losing my sanity it all started with
My family the pain taking it's toll upon my
Ravaged soul as the turmoil recoils bringing
Emotions to a boil upon the devil's soil but
I continue to till and toil as anxiety pulses
Through my flesh People's hate embedding
Through my intellect wanting me to fret but

I don't even bust a sweat people relish
On the fact just to stab you in the back to
Be exact I struggle with my haunted past
Is it really freedom at last with these problems
I tend to amass sapping all the strength that
I had once possessed replaced by its stress
I must confess it never would have dawned
On me I would be this Genghis khan you see
Lifting a whole generation to a new vindication
There was not one indication that I would be
Ruling a nation of the damaged youth I'm just
Speaking truth within me are lighted fuses
With a desperate spark to give this world
My work of art until my very soul departs.