Reawakening Poem by krissi b'williams

lurking, yet still hidden, deep inside
searching, to ridden, these diseased, thoughts
of my mind.....
as the hurting, and the forbidden
haunted and unwanted visions have brought
as i try to recapture, what cannot be caught.....

these Dreams of Screams.....
only a matter of time....til they become a reality of mine
now that they've awoke
hellbent and leaving me spent
as well, as bringing me eternal hell..........
as this leaves me vunerable and broke
the tears i swallowed down now lodged within my throat
make me gasp, and make me choke......
lurking, again, yet hiding.... inbetween
the jerking...sends, the once happy abiding..
to unpleasent dreams...

pushing forth...coming full force
from the dark hidden crevices,
and shadows of my brain
awakening the buried pain
within the deep depths, of my mind's black crevices
once restrained, now the darkness is trying to be obtained
by trying to find, my minds
buried lock and under keep, with a broken key
all at once i am weak, as the visions begin to leak......
there's no cure, there is no rememdy
to our history that brings me misery