Refreshed Poem by Florence Badejo

Who would believe me?
I don't know what I would think
Who would attest to my notions of love?
I would assume my credibility would shrink
If you were to read my analysis of thought
Would you think I'm crazy or simply distraught?
I ask too many questions for you and for me
But I guess the way I feel now is too good to believe
I've denied it, I've suppressed it, I've left it all to chance
But how quickly my heart fell into a new romance
I used to believe that such a thing were false
To love someone so quickly would be a big faux pas
But you know what? I don't care
I can feel happiness in my air
I've left my love of pain
My heart's reborn again
So many questions
So little answers
But maybe a bit of ambiguity is nice for us all
I'm happy, I love it, I'm not afraid to fall
The love that I feel right now is better than before
I'm not trying to change myself to fit to her decor
We fit well together kind of like lock and key
It's honest, we're happy, and I am truly me

01/06/12