Rejuvinate [abstract Photo/Art] Poem by R.K. Cowles

I have generated the future
Of allowing you to slip
Out of my preception
If i'd be convinced
You haven't withdrawn
Then you'd continue to exist
In flesh and blood
But the recollection is absent
Recollection of your being
While as others
Could recognize your departure
From this world
Others could get acquinted with
Your spirit, I could not
I'm experiencing i'm not existing
Your energy was amongst others
I need a fresh beginning
I need to be resurected
I must recieve your forgiveness
Don't want to be reposed of memories of you
I suddenly go forth
To where your eternal rest of peace
I arrive, descending yo my hands and knees
Upon it with my hands
Place it to the Earth where you lie beneath
I cry out 'forgive me
I'll never lose consciousness of you again
I'm lifeless, I'm lifeless
I'd enjoy to exist again
i'd expire to exist again
Please forgive me
Upon my fingertips I since a tingle
Now my palms I feel the same identicle sensation
It ascends up my arms
My toes begins this thrilling sensation
Into my feet
Then ascending throughout my legs
I feel it flowing throughout my blood
Intensifying life in me
The sensation increases upon my flesh
Upon my bones, upon my soul
My spirit, my understanding
My mentality prgressing back to me
your energy is creating me anew
I'm beginning to live again
I'm beginning to remember you've passed on
Passed on to the next life
I'm recapturing how great deal
You've meant to me
I sense your forgiveness
i'm commensing my sight again
I'm commensing my heart again
My shell, my feel, my taste
i'm beginning to breath once more
Your eternal power is electrifying
The energy is rejuvinating
The rememberance of you in me
Prescence it has produced a new view
To what I'd lost
This energetic release of energy of yours
Has formed existence in me again
I'm living again, I'm living again
Thanks for the rejuvination of my life
My love