Remedy Poem by Tessa Monaghan

a short while ago
you stabbed my heart
and broke it in many
you where the only remedy
that could be thought of

the remedy came through
it finally kicked it.
then comes the time
when you cant take it
and you start to go crazy
believe what you dont want to
hearing comments from people
making it seem more
and more true and real.
and even harder to forget about
not knowing what the true truth is.

confused and stressed
confused about what i should believe
the possibility
or the right.
it's a right or wrong decisions
not sure what was chosen
not sure if i'll ever know
this single thought
could ruin everything
this very same thought
can hurt me again.

its happened once
and who says it wont again.
but this time
keep it a secret.
will he dare?
will he stay worthy?
worthy of my trust
worthy of my love
worthy of my heart
worthy of my soul
and worthy
of my life
will he stay worthy?
be making the right choices?

baby
please stay worthy
please do what is right
for both me
and you
do
what is right

you patched up my heart
then tore it again in many
sowed it back together
and now
slowly
and steady
cracking
therefore
when something happens
it will just burst
into many
my heart.