Ruined Poem by danielle bennett

you've crushed my once more
I know I have ruined a lot
I wish that I could take it all back
be able to start over
to be able to have a fresh start with you
i've ruined my future completely
probably your life too
i'm very sorry for what I did
I didn't mean for those things to happen
I know I messed up pretty badly
I just wish I could have you back in my life
I had loved you with all my heart
still do, and always will
I never ment for any of this to happen to you
most of its taken place already
its not able to be fixed
its going to be best for me to die
and end everyone's misery