S'il Vous Plaît Poem by Wilfred Mellers

Please tell me why you lied
Inside my chest, my heart has died
Looked me straight in my eyes
When you told me all those lies

It started on the Internet
Clandestine e-mails you would get
On your cell from dust till dawn
You're nothing more than Satan's spawn

Lewd pictures you would receive
Never expected you would deceive
You said it was innocent banter
Your lies struck me down like malignant cancer

I had loved you the most
To my friends, I would boast
I trusted you implicitly
While you were living secretly

What were you thinking?
Blame it on the wine you were drinking
You must have been joking
Or was it something you were smoking?

Ravaging tears I was drowning
You left me here hopelessly wondering
Ponder on good reasons never you told
My heart you had to have and to mold

You broke it and through it on the floor
Stomped and flung it through the door
Inside my chest, my heart was screaming
So surreal I must have been dreaming

I to you was so faithful
Never once I was ungrateful
My love was so conceptual
Much, much more than just sexual

Ten years it took now up in smoke
For granted you took and I am the joke
My hopes and dreams went down the drain
For wondering eyes, you could not refrain

The thought of me on others you were grinding?
Or is this the true love you were finding
Empty words sorry I can't relate
So I leave you now to your own fate

I was not the one that was incorrigible
You had no grasp of the intangible
Windows closed so I can't hear the screams
Suffered nuptials there goes my dreams

Hung my coat on a rising star
Took a chance and reached not far
Forsaken thoughts vow no longer clever
Ridiculous emotions shall I now endeavor

Au Revoir Mon Amour, my song has faded white
A featherless bird now takes flight
Soaring high and way out of sight
Adieu Mon Cheri for I shall be quite alright