Sane Poem by Charlotte Ballard

Seeking,
I found it.
Longing
I was satisfied
Empty,
I was filled.
 
New ways, new hopes
Friends, Family, country men
books, music, sports
Fill me
My head spins
From top to toe.
 
I move, I seek, I dream,
Am I worse than the others?
Am I no better?
 
Crying, I fall into a deep pit.
Falling endlessly.
 
My toes in the grass,
My head in the clouds.
Feeling pain that has no cause.
Seeing colors that have never been seen.
Tasting flavor where there is no food.
 
Drinking in the colors, the light.
 
Free me,
Free me,
I am lost,
Alone
by myself
Alone.