When you kissed me, you kissed my soul
When you'd say you loved me I felt the pull
The want for existence, the need to feel whole
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Familiar pains are awakening in me again
They want to play with the darkness within
She is a fantasy to those who choose that to believe
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You're getting by, getting by
You cant stop shouting to the night sky
and you're getting by but dont want to, wont admit how or why
You're on a path to meet the devil again
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I look into your eyes to see a sunrise.
We look into each other to find bluer skies.
It's taking me by surprise, it's not lies
when I'm lying next to you and you're sighing.
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I stared at a blank page today I tried to write what was on my mind but other thoughts blew it away
I followed the wind to write a book thinking they’d figure out what the author was trying to convey but the cover was all they saw it was enough for them to say they’d read it some other day
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What is hidden beneath your blanket of words that you’ve spread so evenly into my head?
A blanket of snow so white, like a sheet, it’s coming up off my feet, it’s falling off the bed
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My heart aches
I'm beginning to shake
I feel asleep but I'm half awake, about to break
Half asleep or lost reality
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I feel heaviness in my chest
The crowded air won't let me rest
I feel like there are walls inside me
And they're closing up, and I can't breathe
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