Shame That I Want You Back Poem by skillz thapoet

Sandra Gabby It's such a
shame
that i still want you
back, even
after you broke my heart
and
shuttered my trust. Even
when i
told you i loved you still
turned
your back on me,
you didn't even turn
around,
no, you didn't even bother,
i just stood there,
with many answered
questions
racing through my mind,
asking what i ever did to you
to
deserve that kind of
treatment,
asking why you would trash
me
when i adored you like a
god,
wondering when you turned
into
a heartless beast,
and how we ever got to that
point of you not loving me
any
more!
And now here you
are, swallowing
your pride,
saying that you want me
back,
i don't know if it's an answer
to
my prayers,
or a curse in disguise.
I don't know what to believe
anymore,
you hurt me once, real bad,
you wouldn't hesitate a
twice,
never seen you cry
before, but for
a reason your tears don't
make a
differnce, they won't heal
my
wounds or remove the scars,
they won't unbreak my
heart or
uncry my tears.
And don't ask me what you
did,
i saw you with her,
and that wasn't just a
friendly
kiss, every one could see the
chemistry between the two
of
you, i tried to act like i didn't
see
it,
but it kept haunting me.
My friends, they told me
about
it, but i didn't believe them,
until i saw you...
And yes i love you,
but im not sure i can trust
you to
fix the heart that you
broke...
©Sandra Gabby