Shoe Shane Poem by neo riddick

Our time up
this relationship has expired
you have a cold hard heart.like a tree stump
too be brutally honest. I'm tired
love is hard
we must fight
each and every fight just provides more insight
every song
every thought
Is a reminder of you
manicure/pedicure
about to change the channel. STOPPED! and got a beer
that show is on again.....SHOE SHANE
I am in love with one who does not love me
never have I ever thought this would be my biggest fear
now. just right here. right now. my heart and mind are doing OTAY
a million billion zillion times over I can wish you would hold me
and tell me baby..'It's all gonna be okay
the most difficult 8 days of my life
I wanted to be your wife
SHOE SHANE
why why why
love is crazy. love is pain.
losing you only makes me cry
but not now
I was on the floor picking up pieces of my broken heart
then I thought
no one knows I deny treatment.My liver is running out of breath.Soon it will not start
the only positive is it will not be death due to a broken heart
in my dreams...
SHOE SHANE
you say only 2 words to me. manicure/pedicure
the seizures are more often.
but I always seem to come to
I just wanna open my eyes and see you
you said it was over
I accept that
before I die though. I just want to tell my child bout the cat in the hat
since birth I have said i am not a breeder
i wanted your child.
You said NO. Girl you are too wild
I may live through it, I may not
no matter waaahhht
SHOE SHANE
before I die. I will have a lil tot
this is my legacy. To carry on my memory
without you
SHOE SHANE
I am a mess.
I will work even harder than ever
the ties we had are now severed
manicure/pedicure
It's no more
I will have a child.
who will have it all, and never want more
SHOE SHANE
words hurt so much more than actions
one sec.
I'm having a moment of clarity
I'm back now
when my child grows up
he will speak of a poetic Rice Burning mom.
and he will say to himself. 'WOW'
love is tragic just as life is
SHOE SHANE
you do not want me
just know. there will came a day. when....
you meet a boy who speaks of a mother as if she were a queen
you gave away a chance at love
all you think of me is i am the queen of mean
but look at my most artistic creation
deep blue eyes. dark skin. a part of me
don't you see
you gave up on us. you gave up on me.
my son however will be Burning a Kawasaki
and just like his mom
RIDING WILL SET HIM FREE
I wish you well
SHOE SHANE