Shore To The Water Poem by Travis Peterson

Wanting so much more
Should I jump in the water
Or should I just stand here on the shore?
I think I'd be happy here
Or is it what's in the water that I fear?
I guess I'll never know,
Unless I take a chance and go head and go,
What should I do, why am I so confused?
Isn't it plain to see, that whats in the world
Isn't really ment for me,
So why can't I go, my heart wants to
But my body, it still says no
Father make it clear,
Close my ears and let me hear
Only what you what me to hear,
Whisper softly to my heart
If you don't I swear I'll fall apart,
Put me together, hold me forever
Don't ever let go
I pray so hard but hardly enough,
So no wonder this is so damn hard!
Be with me now, be inside my heart my head somehow,
Help me walk off this shore, I don't want
To be who I've become anymore