So, What Now Poem by wendell lack jr.

As I lay here at all night
Try to hold back the tears
Buy they are to hard to fight
What walls I built for years
U tore down so quick
Thought u felt the same
Now I'm feeling love sick
And only I'm to blame
I had it all in my hand
Now all I hold is shame
Was doin so good
Thought I was so strong
But there u stood
How did I go so wrong
To have waited for u for so long
For our time to be so brief
I don't understand how
Its causing so much grief
I'm really needing you now
I didn't need anyone before
I left it to God to show me
Then you walked in the door
And just went right through me
Now what do I do?
When I can't talk to you
When I can't see your face
When u can still make my heart race
When I can't check on you
What do I do?
Are you ok?
Are you happy today?