Solitude Poem by joshua reid

Sitting here in solitude, Thoughts are like the room
Dark and black, They all attack, the feeling of such doom
But who am I? Why am I here? That feeling passed away
Long ago and now I know, The best I get is grey
All my hopes, Get thrown around, Trampled into ground
Words express, The tenderness, All amplified by sound
All emotion, All I believe, Never will forget
The deepness of my soul, will never allow this regret
This twisted feeling in my chest, Will lay my heart to rest
When spirit's gone, I will live on, Forever past my death
There is too much to live for, and there is too much to lose
Too much to gain and aim for, and there is too much to prove
Will you ever see what I see? Will you even notice?
That when I'm down, I get back up, and always keep my focus