ani hill

This brings tears to my eyes, Last night my girl freind was treating me like shit and I cryed, thinking of how my mom had just over doesed on meth a few months ago. how I could kill myself like she did. but my son, what of him? he is only 6 years old. How do I say sorry to him? how do I leave him with the burdon of the same heart ach the bluders my sole. I can't do it to him.
thank you for such beauty in darkness.

Ani.... u aroused curiosity the first time because I share my name with u... don know ur gender but i am surely male... unsolicited but u would be better off without the hero of ur writings.. u seem to be a lovely human being with a sweet heart... and surely made for sweeter things than crying over.. take care
love, ani