Spoon Of Poison Poem by Dislocated Heart

Reckless, bashing into my skull,
leaving your mark,
sin against me from the start.
place your worst foot forward,
as I launch with my best.
capture me with your kisses,
while I melt with sin I digress,
broken down walls,
you began to build me up from within.
the nurturing hands you placed,
fills me up with contentment.
as your love blinds me from what the colors are.
Colorblind, I am madly falling.
tasting each heavenly piece.
only to be fed poison from thee.
Slowly, I was rejuvenated..
into someone that never needed to fake a laughter.
nor a smile.
did it all for me, didn't you..
Turned the tables,
taught me to love,
gave me hope, in this shameful world.
as you loved me in ways I could only imagine.
kissed me in places no one has reached.
could you be more amazing,
breathtaking persona that you withheld.
how could I not be faithfully yours.
as months flew,
my heart grew fonder,
the taste of you was greater,
to the point I knew without a doubt in my mind.
I could spend an eternality within your eyes.
how could someone be so special.
just so amazingly special.

While I saw true beauty,
you met the flaws in me.
I embraced all you were,
as you taunt me with my mistakes.
but you loved me anyways.
for that, I was more than grateful to be accepted in such a wonderful way.
From last September to now..
I've been faithfully yours.
loving your flaws, because it's imperfections that made you the most perfect one of all.
If you saw it my way...
perhaps you'd still be mines today...

so I respect your decision..
and let the love of my life...
my once in a lifetime.. walk away...

Take me to my last spoon full of poison..