Staying Like This Poem by Gloraly Gomez

I don't love you anymore.
I never really did.
I guess I was just lonely
and wanted company.
I don't like how you always blame yourself
then push yourself back down.
It isn't fair to me 'cause when I do that,
you turn it all around.
I don't like lying or pretending
to be happy 'cause
when I do that I feel crappy
and like I'm at a loss.
Staying like this
is killing me,
but leaving you
would kill me, too.
Your insecurity and stupidity
keep pushing me away,
but here I am by your side
for yet another day...