Sudden Miracle Poem by Eman Awad

It's endless,
it never ends.
I'm hurt, i'm dying,
still my heart pretends..
Some times choosing your own path in life,
isn't the true freedom and it's not salvation.
I thought by choosing him i'd survive,
but i never survived even in my own imagination.
All are the same,
i'm not aware of my heart's destiny.
But it's to blame,
how can you care for some one,
who never cared back for me? ? ?
Some times going aganist the rules,
works along with a sudden miracle only.
But mostly, it makes lying roles,
it leaves you sad,
it leaves you mad,
it leaves you lonely...
And what are the odds to,
a sudden miracle to happen to me.
I was totally fooled by you,
but i won't stay fooled totally.
What are the odds to a full moon,
high in a day's sky to eloquently rise?
The same odds are to seeing you soon,
going back to you and believing your eyes.
What are the odds for a phenomenon to occur,
while the world is ending at a time for good?
They are the odds to find you a cure,
for lying and decieving but you won't stop,
you won't be cured even if you should..
I won't pray for a sudden miracle to happen to you,
i'll pray for salvation and return of dreams to me.
You are a hopeless case and we are so through,
and i'm so over what relates you to me...