Suffering Poem by Faeza gilani

....................I've suffered far too long for the wrong reasons
Lived so many bleak and frightening seasons.........................................
............................Seems like my heart has up and died, committed treason
I’ve got so many scares deep down inside...............................................
....................................................Wounds so deep that no one can heal
All the beauty that there was has died...................................................
......................................................................Hollow is the feel inside
My heart’s not made of stone.............................................................
......................................................Tried so hard to make it on my own
But I know now I can't do it all alone.......................................................
.........................................................Don’t know if happiness ever lasts?
Why won’t you understand? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
.....................................................................I've got to let you know.