Sufferings I Under Went And I Am Still Facing, Make Me To Doubt Whether God Exist Poem by Raheem Lyttle Kiyaga

I never be in happy Life,
No one in our family ever succeed,
Our family is the poorest F in the world,
Even sometimes we sleep hungry.
Every time I pray to God
But God never answered
Any Of my prayers.

What should I do?
I don't want to evade God,
Many people evade God,
I wait until God answer my prayer?
But He never answered any.

Pagans are becoming rich day by day,
I've faith In God.
But God does not answer my prayers,
May be He is answering those of pagans!
Because they are living in happy life.
I am forced to evade God.

What should I do?
Because I don't want to evade His,
I know He is the creator.
Maybe I will succeed on anything.
I never lived in happy life,
I'm the only one who studies from
Un excellent schools
Since the time I began to study.

One day I prayed to God
To bring my mum back
To our family
From where She devorced to
But til now I'm still waiting.
When will God answer my prayer?

Since my birth I pray to God
In order to save us from
Poverty but God never
Answered my prayer,
Is God there?

What should I do?
I'm tired of suffering day by day.
Since my young age,
I do careers for old people,
Will I succeed?

Everyday I wake up around
2: 00 am and I pray,
I've a blieve that my prayers
Will go direct to God,
But one day I believed that God sleeps,
Because He never answered any.
What Should I do?

Even when people evade God,
He doesn't care.
What does He waiting for?
I'm tired of the situation I live in,
I want to become a successful person,
What should I do 'cuz I don't
Want to evade God?

I'm puzzled whether God is there!
People always ask me to
Join their gods
That they can provide me
With all the needs in my life,
But I hesistate to deliver their message,
But they are developing high
Day by day
What should I do?
'Cuz I don't want to evade my God.
I've a hope that one day
God will save me out of suffering.

But I have waited for long,
Since the day I was born!
I don't know what happened to our family.
Everybody is faithful to God
In our family,
But still God object
To make us successful.
What should we do?
Is God the provider?

Always my Immam told to wait,
But til when? I waited for long.
When will I become successful?
When will I be provided with what I want?
I know God is the provider,
Even some say that He is
The alpha and omega.
Religious leaders always tell us
That God is omniscient,
Is this true?
I think God never knew
About my suffering,
'Cuz I don't see any change.

God is omnipotent.
But why people are evading Him?
They're becoming rich day by day,
God is omnipotent,
But the followers of satan
Increase day by day.
Think about that.

People what should I do?
Can I wait?
But I wait until when?
I'm tired of suffering,
We are poor,
We are hopeless,
We have nothing,
Pagans are succeeding,
Believers are crying day by day!
Is God fair?
Does God exist?
But I don't want to evade Him.
Maybe I will succeed on the judgement day!
Think about It.
I'm waiting for judgement day,
But will it be there?
Because I know I am holly.
I'm waiting for my janah.