Suicide Poem by Lost Soul

It seems now a days suicide is my only thought
holding in pain is what ive been taught
its like you ripped out my heart
left me with just my bones
and tore the rest of me apart
ive been known to be fearless
ive cried so much, my eyes are left tearless
cuttin myself feels so good
every cut my pain away
if only you knew how i feel everyday
maybe i will be a different person
than what i am today
these might be my last words
if only i could find the courage
but i know that day wotn come
not apart of my life has ever been fun
know its time to end my miserable life
maybe by the end of this day
i will finnaly see the light