Suicide Poem by Noah Ort

tis no reason to live
i am living for people
that curse me under their breath
i am living for things

that hate me all the time
i am living for relationships
that have never been there
what am i living for then?

and if you say god i will explode,
my eyes burst with sadness
with a smile to cover up the hurt
apethetic is me

ignorance is bliss
and i dont have it
neither ignorance
nor bliss,
take me now god take me now

i want to cease to exist.
my eyes are opened to the reasons of suicide.
my ears are open to their crys
my nose smells the sickness they face

of a world that hates them
of a world that is apethetic
about
them