Thank You So Much For Killing Me Poem by Irene Pang

I am hurt.
I am hurt very much.

I cried.
I am currently crying.
Tears are rolling down my cheeks.
Nonstop.

I am devastated.
I am heartbroken.

Someone betrayed me.
Someone made me cry.
Someone pushed me hard into the abyss of embarassment.
Someone made me give up on living.

My heart was being ripped wide open.
Blood was dripping out everywhere.
Down to my shirt, my jeans, my shoes.
My blood and my tears were mixed together.

A flood.
I am drowning in my own blood and tears.

Someone, come and save me!
Lift me out of the abyss of depression.
Help me! Please!
I beg you!
I am still young!
I want to live!

Do I? ?

Never mind me.
Just leave me alone.
May I rest in peace...

Amen.

(3/27/2007)