That Amy Winehouse Kind Of Love Poem by Anita Khelawan

I cheated myself like I knew I would

Just friends, but I love you more
If I had your child I could leave
I could leave with less grieve

I love you I wish I could forget
I want to be held
I don't want to be just friends

I wonder if I'll have the chance
To love, have a family, to be loved
To be happy

If it happens it happens
I hate being alone; yearning for someone's hand
Before I go home; but I don't
When will we get the time to be just friends

Know your place, know your place
For you I was a flame but love is a loosing game
I wished I never played even though you're a gambling man

Love is an emotional drug
It's my responsibility you don't owe nothing to me
But to walk away I have no capacity

I want us so much for us

As we kiss goodbye the sun sets
So we are history
The shadow covers me

My emotional drug
It can make me feel so high
I see my future in your eyes
Love can make me feel so low
I can't see anything through my watery eyes

I love you more than you may ever know
Maybe I don't understand your version of love

I hate love
I want to hide
I want to die
I want to cry
Without it I am lost
But I love you more than you may ever know
I don't need nobody else
I wish I felt loved
Had someone to love me
The way I love you

I don't want to be seen, I look a mess
I am stressed, I am loveless

We choose our joys and sorrows long before we experience them.


Date: 12-12-2015