The Answer Poem by Ana xxx

It's just a nother night of being lost in the brightness of the dark
The growth of the unanswered questions
Everyday place one upon the others
60 pens out of ink, ony cut deep the blank papers
Never gave me a solution to follow
The hints were always frightening, black and hollow
Useless brain lays in my skull
Inner dialogs some scary others are dull
Undetermained, where does it belong?
This aching feeling is it right or wrong?
Yet cannot find the reason why!
Getting no satisfaction of the pain yet i will keep on and try
Is it how humans should live? should i just lay and die?
Slice, slice i've taught my wrist how to cry
Lost in this world, people keep passing me by
Rule determained my dreams how they live, how to beg and cry
Rules to drawn me in a cell, then sing in my funeral a lulluby
No rules gave this world a name! it's all lost in shame
So i will cry gain, i knew the end before i begin
What about all this love God is it a deaful sin?
The answers will be always blurry and shady
Can i take you into my and read your eyes?
Can hold you in my arms?
Then i whisper in to your ear a crimson secret
How much i fear losing you, dear
Haven't you got a clue? ?
My wrsit will cry my veins to sleep..
Those lies of my ignorannce made me colder
Cause i know
The answer, yes i know...
It has been always No!