The Battle For Life Or Death Poem by Anhelica Velasqsuez

im going back...
i can feel the drop
Why am i so sad,
why cant i ust stop?
i dont wanna b e traped,
in a pricon called my head
i dont wanna lose my map
or wish i was dead
i feel the wieght
of the abyss closig in
but i dont wanna use a razor
to make myself bleed
i dont even know why
i even have that need.
Why do i say im fine? why lie?
and why cant i breathe?
I dont wanna go back!
i just cant!
i wanna feel like me
feel like im free
not broken nor scarred
i cant let all this haunt me

I gotta be who i gotta be.
and this isnt gonna stop me
im gonna smile, laugh,
and swear im happy
and if im lieing
then my angels will help me.
becuase im not going back
in that horrible lonely tunel
i rufuse,
this time i win.
depresion, you loose.