The Big Calling Poem by Laura arwen

I want always
fulfill my duties
I have many
reasons to stay
at home
I think soon
a world revolt
will break out
Sometimes I feel
guilty for my
existence
I need to
have genuine dreams
I'm frustrated to
not control everything
or my life
I feel sad
for my loneliness
Sometimes I want
to lose my
virginity
I want lead
a silent and
innocent existence
I don't want
to leave my
precious and particular
world
Sometimes I feel
dead and romantic
I'm afraid to
leave my comfortable
world of imagination
I want dream
deeply
For me it
is necessary to
write
My plans for
the future are
to stay at
home and do
what I like
For me there
are no big
calls
Sometimes I feel
a stranger to
myself