The End Poem by Shelly 945

I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to tell you lies

I don't want to show you
the truth that's behind my eyes

I've been in pain for so long, I'm weak
its become so hard for me to even try to speak

I've lost faith to try to be happy again
what are the odds of healing are they 1 out of 10

didn't want to tell you why or how
but I've been sick for a while now

I'm scared this will all soon come to an end
that's why I pushed you away so it wont hurt you then

I know it will hurt when I say bye
ill never stop watching you, from up in the skies

to my heart I've given you the key
after all of this I hope you wont forget me

I wish I could go back and re-live life with you
there's no fighting this, its taken over, who knew?

I've fallen in love with the greatest man
I hope you know I'm your number 1 fan

there's nothing more that I want than to just stay
but I fear the end is near
its come to that day...