The End Poem by Josh Silvers

to the one who knew me so well
changed in an instant; forgotten
feelings rise above and haunt me
tonight, tommorow...forever
when did it start? how does it end?
blink of an eye and everything changes
the world, this life, this trust
feelings rise and fall as if to hint
what has already happened, but hides
until when, that moment, life or death
the moment your life changes forever
the past slaps you in the face, and
shows your fate, that moment of defiance
is this really happening to me now?
too many answers and not enough questions
just please let it end and show me the way
the pain I have caused, handles me with ease
doubles my thoughts, controls my emotions
until that moment, which can not be seen through
only lived through vicariosly, for the rest of time