The Hole In My Heart Poem by Compton Wright

My Family is my life, my heart and my soul but as my father is never
here for us makes me sad.
But it gets worse my grandfather dies! ! !
Why did he had to die
he was the father I never had before he died.
He told me before he had to go through his tragic death.
He told me to be a man and I have to grow faster then everyone else in my family, to be the man of the house.
I cried to myself as my tears ran down like a thousand waterfalls.
So i have to keep my emotions in my mind and my poetry so I won't make a bigger hole in my heart.
My brother asked me why do good people die so quickly or so tragic.
I took a moment to to think up the words then finally i said
'God need more angels in heaven as it is too many sinners that can't be saved'.
My brother nod his head in shame then smiled that he knows that his grandfather is up above us helping us everyday.
But can anyone help me patch this hole in my heart that I have receive from all of my nightmares, my fears, and my torment of thinking when I'm going to die.
I guess no one can but still I pray that one day that my heart will be patch up and again it can beat in a better flow and into a better path.

R.I.P: A Part Of My Heart And...My Grandfather