The Lost Kiss, That I Missed Poem by marrissa vera

He stood there looking down on me almost leaving me
Not knowing where I might be next
I looked up..
At his brown warmth eyes
Wanting comfort & company
God, made somebody so beautiful, so down to earth
Some one that cared for people.. Not only himself
We were standing so close
Embracing one another

Before anything had happen…he had me in his arms,
Because it was so cold with out him
My mind was turning
People was yelling, so quick
So sudden
Too quick to manage to know what happen to know what happen in that house

Were outside on the front porch, out of breath
I know we both feel a rush
My heart beat is pumping
My heart rate is high

We stand in silence
He's so close to me, against the brick wall
Our eyes lie on each other not knowing what to do
His fingers move gently against my face, their so soft
A tear comes streaming down my cheek onto the side of his hand
I cry because I don't know what's goanna happen next
He leans in..
I keep my eyes on his lips..
During that time I know what I want
I want him
All of him
Just him
Were almost mouth to mouth about to make love by us kissing
He pauses and I look at his eyes
He seems confused
Damaged
But why
He gets close to my ear and tells me he loves me so much and he wants me to have the best
And in my mind I'm saying no please I know where this is going and oh please don't do this
But all I can do is cry
He kisses my cheek and leans his head on my mine
He walks away slowly
For some reason im too frozen to turn around
And stop him
I just stay there listening for his engine to run
I go inside after I realize
I missed a special kiss