The One Poem by Kayla Duf

Here I am, waiting to hear your voice,
Knowing that it will never sound that way for me,
I'm not her and I never will be,
I have no idea how to be her,
I am me, But what I'd give to be her,
Just for a moment,
Just to see you look at me that way,
But knowing deep inside it would never be the same,
It kills me everyday,
But I hide it, Just so I don't hurt you,
I don't no how much longer I can keep this up,
I have to hide so much from you,
It breaks me a little more each and every day,
Your the one I dream of at night,
And how am I supposed to be able to move on,
To leave you alone when I see you everyday,
And sometimes we are alone,
And I want nothing more,
Than to know what your lips feel like on mine,
We are so differnt alone than with others,
And I feel like I'm the only one who sees it,
I can't even talk to you without breaking my heart,
And it seems you are pulling yourself away from me,
I don't know if I'll survive it,
You are the one that I will always think of,
The one who I will never be able to tell the truth to,
I don't know why, this is just so hard,
There are too many things in my life,
And this doesn't help,
Please just tell me what to do,
I need to know do you feel the same,
Or am I just wasting my time.